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If there is such a thing...
06.07.05 (11:02 pm)   [edit]
Is it selfish to think that somewhere out there there is a person that is specifically designed and made to be with you.Is it selfish that you ruin other people sometimes just so that you can find that person. And when you find that person what happens if you fuck up and lose them thinking that they werent the one for you or that if they were they wouldnt have left. What if you only get one shot at your soulmate? What if there really is no such thing? Are we all destined to die in a lonely manner even though we are with someone? What if you find someone and then they die or you do? Does that mean that no matter what you are alone and that there is no one else there that you are supposed to be with? What if your soulmate changes with each passing year? One year it is this one and the next it is another?Does that mean that if we stick with one that it changes from year to year and we are meant to be shifting around all the time? What if fate is a sticky mess that can be gotten rid of with a little bit of goo gone?

What if there really is no such thing?

&hearts
 
I am everything.
06.07.05 (8:53 pm)   [edit]
I got a new journal. I didn't like the old one. Of course I'll still use my old livejournal but you never know when it is time to get a new one.

Things have changed alot.

Kayla Miller and I are no longer friends. She fucked me over big time and I have no intentions of being her friend ever again. Is that really mean of me? I tried to give her a second chance but she couldnt do the one thing that I asked her to. I feel like if she can do that when I only asked her on thing then obviously our friendship wasn't that important.

I think that this journal is going to be private because honestly I'm tired of people intruding on my personal shit. Meaning to or not. This one I'm pretty sure is just going to be my secret journal for venting. Is it bad that I want to keep it secret? I dont think so. I just think that I'm being a little bit more personal. I dont really know what it is but oh well.